Memories Are IMPORTANT

Hi guys..
I'm updating..again..
You know,when I have time to update,I'll update..
That time I'm free without homework,school stuff..
Being 17 years old kid is suffer..
If you're Malaysian,you'll know what 17 years old kid taking at the end of the year..

Actually,I don't know what topic that I can talk tonight(updating at night)..

Ohh..I want to share my life with you guys..
I have a very short memory term..Its like you told me something,5 minutes later I'll forgot about it.Thats my biggest problem..Sometimes I can forget important things like send document..
And because of the short memory term,I forgot my childhood..
So,i'll start with my elementary school..
No wait,i'll start with my kindergarten moment..
its short.i just remember a bit from all of the kindergarten memory..

I entered kindergarten at age 6 along with my brother.he's 5..
all the time at the kindergarten,i sticked to my brother because
1)we don't know the kids there
2)we don't know how to make friend.apparently,from kindergarten to now(last year at secondary school)i'm a shy person..
then,almost i think 1-3 months at kindergarten,a boy greeted me at brekfast time or lunch time.i don't remember but we were eating that time.all(i think) kids ate the food that the teacher gave.i'm eating bread that my mom gave me.suddenly the teacher scold someone.i thought the teacher scold me for not eating food that they gave.then i cried..yes i cried.the boy(his name is Syazman.he has a twin.sometimes i confused between them) beside me asked 'why are you crying?' 'are you afraid of the teacher?'.i nodded.its true that i afraid.shes freaking yelling at the kids.thats why i'm shocked.after that moment,i became friend with them(plus Syazman twin).

i friended with them until elementary school.the truth is,from age 7-9,most of my friends is boy.maybe i was like a boy.short hair(boy haircut.reason is i cannot stand with long hair.i feels like some one touching my neck when the hair is around my neck)and with some boy attitude.i know,that is not feminine and whatsoever.but what do you expect from the girl that grow up with little brother and i have a lot of boy cousins.thats why.even my mom is speechless.nevertheless she still loves me.
soo,the boys became my bestfriends until we are 9 years old.why until 9 years old?reason is theres a new building behind my house area.turn out,it was a elementary school.so,my parents decided to transfered me and my brother to the new school.its because we can deduct our school bus fees and its closer to my house.if anything happen,my mom can pick up me or my brother.
with that transferring school,i lost connection with my bestfriends.until know(last year at secondary school) i still don't see them anymore.
at the new school,i was a lonely kid.cause i don't have friend.i'm afraid to make one.actually,i'm afraid to greeted them.is seated with some new kids at that time.for the first year,i survived the school without friend.then,i bacame introvert.the one that did not socialise.at age 11,i entered 1st class and i seated with a kid name Shahreena.she and i have something in common.she likes comic,i like to.so from that common,we became friends until secondary school.when i'm 12,i have to take an exam called UPSR.all 12 years old kids at Malaysian have to take that exam.i scored exceed from my target.i was very happy at that time.back from school,i told and show my mom the result shes very happy.she even called my grandmas to announce it.we celebrate it with my grandma,grandpa,uncles,unties and cousins.we have a big feast.

when i entered secondary school,i didn't have friends too.for the 1st month only,then,i successfully to socialise myself a bit with evreyone.not everyone.only the kids at my class.as the years passed by, then i'm turn 15.same with UPSR,all 15 years old kids have to take an exam called PMR.we all study with our might in thinking to get a good grades in PMR.as the result,i get slightly below from what i target.but thats okay,as long i didn't fail anything..same as the UPSR result,we celebrated it too.turning to 16 years old isn't that bad.i think thats why phrase 'Sweet 16' exist.i got new friend as i learn the mistakes from the past.i got to learn new things and explored new things.its fun.
when you turn 17 in Malaysian,one(or more)thing you have to worried about.especially SPM.yeah..SPM..its an important exam.i repeat..IMPORTANT..SPM is like your future decider.study hard and here comes good result.lazy to learn here come the dooms.basically,SPM is your door to after school world.thats what i'm taking this year and we(all SPM takers batch 2014)have 2 subjects that is compulsory to pass.there are Bahasa Melayu and History.so,guys..wish me luck for this..

Ok..thats all for tonight.
thanks for reading this..
I appreciate it very much..
Annyeong guys..